For a few days I have been staying alone. Aiman and his mama are spending some time with his grandparents before going back to school as usual next week.
Staying alone makes me feel lonely. Yes you may have your own sweet time, do whatever you like. But of course deep in your heart you feel something is missing, incomplete.
I wonder how my mom is feeling right now, after 7 months abah has left us. I can only pray that she is strong enough to go through her daily life without abah. InsyaAllah, all of us will support her and love her always. From what I can see, she is getting stronger and coping better with the lost.
Then it took me further thinking about what is happening to abah. He must be very lonely perhaps, may our prayers and doas reached him and may he be placed with the righteous people in al-jannah... amiin...
إِذَا مَاتَ ابْنُ آدَمَ انْقَطَعَ عَمَلُهُ إِلاَّ مِنْ ثَلاَثٍ، صَدَقَةٍ جَارِيَةٍ وَعِلْمٍ يَنْتَفِعُ بِهِ وَوَلَدٍ صَالِحٍ يَدْعُوْ لَهُ
"Apabila mati seorang anak adam maka terputuslah segala amalannya kecuali tiga perkara; sedekah jariah, ilmu yang bermanfaat dan anak soleh yang mendoakannya"